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Sent to a friend My first sexual experience was when I was in xnd grade with my slightly older not yet step sister who's mom was with my step dad. We were showering together after getting back at the pool that is for apartmments. The family was away watching a movie so we were also by ourselves. At the time. The two of us wore bras and underwear, mine being slightly bigger because I was already gaining chest. We were talking about what to do that day since we still had a few hours because our family always goes to these fancy resturants after the movies when she as if I had ever been kissed. I was thinking to myself that I was only x at the time almost x and she herslef was only x as well and that we were to young to kiss anyone. I told her that and she looked at me sympathetically and ran a hand in my hair. Before I know what was happening I was against the wall crying with bruises on my arms wrists and cheek while she was entering me with a mixture of toothbrush fingers and one of the bottles at both ends. The relationship went on like that for years until somewhere between 6th and 7th grade but I was ruined by then I guess. I'm x now and on my second part of 11th grade and the need to be stepped on, yelled at, and or dirty thing is creeping up on me and I have a twist of lust and self hatred running through my veins while I try to act what is normal to my friends and try to feel purer feelings with no mask. That's my confession I guess.Rating:0.00
